Lesen P

Yeah most people know that I already have the P license now so congrats to me :)

But not much know that I went through a truly sakit-hati JPJ test hari tu. Why?

1) I used to do my driving practice using the new kancil, with the AE_ plat number. But I got the lousy, old and stupid ADG kancil for my bukit test. The clutch was urgggh! Sangat tak best. And the speed meter was not even functioning! My driving coach told me to press the "minyak sampai 3" dekat atas bukit tu. But when I was pressing the minyak, the meter didn't move! I then got panicked la! Then I just did my best and luckily everything went smooth that time. Nasib baik

(-_-") The pegawai for the bukit test was so baik hati and not annoying. I like them both. Tenkiu encik!

2) Then, jalanraya test. I thought that the encik was OK coz he answered my salam. A good sign there, but not during the second half of the whole journey (-_-")

"Bawak sampai 60". That time the speed meter showed 55.

"Laju lah sikit!". This time I was turning at the junction.

At the second junction, "Cepat cepat! Hishhh". That time, there was another car at the junction I was turning to.

Nak masuk fourth junction, "Kamu janganlah takut nak tekan minyak tu! Saye ade brek ni ha! Takkan saye nak biarkan awak terlajak! Tengok ni!" He pressed the break pedal sampai habis. That time, I was accelerating. Badan tercampak sikit when he pressed the pedal. Hati aku pun panas but I just smiled. I said nothing but dalam hati penuh sumpahan.

When I got back to the main road, I pressed minyak kuat-kuat, knowing that the encik datang dari kelompok yang tak reti sabar. I took over semua kenderaan yang kelihatan lembab. The tanker the tow truck and everything.

"Potong je semua sampai habis" he said. I pressed until 80.

"Ni kalau aku fail atas alasan tak mematuhi speed memang nak kene ni" I said to myself.

Then he kept quiet, he seemed OK with the laju laju (-_-)

Bile dah sampai, I was shocked when he gave me a LULUS with 17/20 mark.

I conclude that, "OK saye tau encik suke saye main potong potong tadi tu. Sebab encik dah lapa kan. Nak sampai cepat kan. Saye tau" (-_-")

Pape pun mekaseh encik. Encik buat saye berani untuk memotong

(-_-")

Pangkor Trip : Part 3 and a half

Sorry for the previous post. Ade budak yang tak reti malu tumpang blog orang lain untuk memperasankan diri. Hish!

Let's start it over again.

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"Err I can't remember anything" sambil tergelak bodo2.

"Come on, you should try. You know, the best way to learn a language is by speaking the language itself"

Disebabkan tak nak memalukan rakyat Malaysia, aku pun try "J'ai.. arrivé là a.. trois heures.", berniat untuk memaksudkan "Saya tiba di sini pada pukul 3 petang" walaupun pada hakikatnya aku tiba pukul 4 petang. Tapi untuk menyebut 3 dalam bahasa perancis pun aku agak terkial-kial mengira dengan jari, aku terpaksa menipu sunat dengan menyatakan aku sampai pukul 3 huahaha dan kemudian grammar aku dibetulkan lagi.

Takpelah, yang penting aku mencuba. Untuk rakyat Malaysia kan kan

Banyak lagi yang jadi pasal mamat ni tapi tak larat dah nak taip satu2. Cukup lah cite tu je. Yang lain-lain, bende yang aku cite sikit2 ni boleh trigger otak aku untuk kisah lain tu. Mulia.

Keesokan harinya,

Saturday
January 16, 2010

The weather seemed unpleasant. Dark clouds wandered upon the Pangkor sky, brought a gloomy feeling inside. Sedih, banyak plan hari ni. But if hujan, nak buat ape kan? So we walked for a while around the small pekan, and I bought a pants. Then we had breakfast in the villa we were staying in, as we were worried that the weather would have us caught in the rain later. So we just played safe, we had breakfast at our place lah.

Good morning Pangkor!

And this was my stupid morning meal. These 2 toasts, stupid scrambled egg, PLANTA (yang paling tak boleh blah) and jem murah cost me RM7.50. Oh, this stupid set comes with a cup coffee too. Tapi takpelah, we had no other options (-.-)

It was raining when we were having our breakfast so we ate lambat2 then the hujan pun berhenti. We went to the neighboring resort to rent a bicycle as our place didn't provide such services (what urrrh! Dah la receptionist tak friendly. Buat muka manis dengan foreign tourists je. Yang kami2 ni bukan customer awak ke ke ke???)

But cycling in Pangkor was not an easy job as you know lah kan, pulau banyak bukit. We actually planned to cycle to Jeti Pangkor but the bukit2 and all made us asal naik bukit je kami turun balik. Bile turun, pegi jalan lain, jumpe bukit lagi, kami turun balik (-.-') So that was how we spent our time with the bicycles. Turun naik bukit je (-.-') And, our friend Ai muntah akibat mendaki bukit curam tu dengan menaiki basikal. See how sakit we all were (-_-)

Moments before Ai puked.

Then we went to our favorite beach spot. Duduk duduk menenangkan Ai yang kemuntahan tadi.

Ai dan basikal.

Feeling like bosan-bosan, we built a sand castle. Eh no lah! It was a sand university! :D

Sand university in progress.

And this is UTP - Universiti Teknologi Pangkor theee

After zohor, grand plan; akitiviti air oooyeah!

Boat ride to Pulau Giam : snorkeling.

And tadaaaaa dah sampai Pulau Giam: the best spot in Teluk Dalam for snorkeling activity.

Sebelum kebasahan.

To tell you the truth, the snorkeling spot in Pulau Giam was nothing much interesting. But to me as a first-timer, having the kawan2 nemo 2 inches in front of me was something great! I fed them roti while doing snorkeling, and to my surprise, the ikan even knocked my goggle chasing the bits of roti! Oh sangatlah friendly diorang tu sumee.

But there was something unexpected happened to me;

I got swollen eyes and,

an eye internal bleeding too :(

Pangkor Trip : Part 3

Ok, sambung lagi. kawan saya naila qistina tu jelita. saya cemburu =( apa nak buat ni

I Know It's Late...

but still,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DEAR :)

Yesterday I attended my driving lesson in the morning, and went to Ipoh up till night with budak2 yang biase lah, mane ade yang lain lagi.

We watched The Spy Next Door, cite klaka. Cool, sesuai untuk kanak2.

And I bought 1 T-shirt, 1 blouse. Sangat suke sebab dapat discount. Baju RM70 jadi RM21, RM40 jadi RM20. Makan prosperity burger, beli apple pie, pretzel, sundae cone vanilla macam biase. Bought 2 sushis but forgot to eat, now I leave them in the fridge, nak makan malam nanti. Siang cannot eat coz I'm fasting sebab semalam dah spend banyak (-.-')

Dan..... sekarang dah lari dari tajuk.

OK lah, right after we got back from Ipoh around 1030pm, Zai was here in my room (die ni perosak rancangan coz we planned to show her the surprise in her room instead)

And when Dian, Uyun and Mad were already in my room, I went..

"Zai, sori. Kitorang ade bende nak cakap. Weh tutup pintu nanti orang dengar!"

Then Uyun said

"Haah Zai. Bende ni melibatkan Ayat."

Mad "Hish susahnye nak cakap"

Me "Aku tak reti la nak cakap. Baik korang je yang cakap"

At that time Zai's face obviously changed, but still, she tried to keep her smile worn at her face. Aku suke. Haha.

"Sebenarnye...."

"Tadaaaaaaaa! Naah!"


Twilght Saga Journal. Very exclusive. Puas hati dapat belikan Zai this present. Lagi puas hati we made her cried that night-terharu dapat hadiah.

Ok, swollen eyes. Aku suke.

Uyun and Zai-with her happy+touched face.

Hepi sangat buat Zai sedih malam tu huahahahh

Happy Belated Birthday! =)

40km is A Lot

This week I drove back from my driving school in Sitiawan to UTP twice.

It's a 40km journey, people.

40km.

40km.

Thanx to my driving coach for trusting me that far.
Thanx!

Pangkor Trip : Part 2

... Continued ...
*continuation from previous post, Pangkor Trip : Part 1

"Hi, do you want me to take your picture?"

Ai Ima and me were startled.

"Errrm yes, please" I said, passing him Ima's camera.

"1.. 2.. smilee.."

Click!

And this is the result. Ima's hands saying "Ouch!"

"Nah amek ni. Have a look at it and tell me if you want to take it over again" he said, passing me the camera.

"No, this is fine. Thanx"

"You know, you don't have to jump or climb a tree to get a nice picture". He gave us a sarcastic smile and did a 'monkey' act. OK, this guy had been obviously observing us - blame Ima for the jumping pose, please!

Then he had his hands playing around with his goggle.

Being shocked with everything that just happened, we just laughed hahahahaaa

"So, where are you coming from?"

"Me? I'm from Algeria... and I'm an author."

"Wow, that sounds nice"

"I write books about traveling and previously I was in the Borneo. I climbed up the Mount Ki...emm mount.."

"Kinabaluu"

"Yeah, Kinabalu with my 25kilos backpack" and again, he showed us how he carried his backpack with him and made a funny face. So comel la this fella. Haha. "I've been here in Pangkor for 4 days and I'm going back tomorrow bla bla bla". He told us soooo many things about the place. He showed us the owner of the operating stall, and even told us what he knew about the owner. Doing that way, he made us feel like we're foreigner and he's the local there (-_-)

And not long after that, he went back to his place and seconds after that, again, he came to us.

"Emm do you know where Algeria is?"

Oh noo, please Mr. Algeria, don't make us seem stupid. Believe me, Malaysians are not stupid. Malaysia is a developing country and we do learn Geography. It's just the 3 girls in front of you don't have much time to study the globe the atlas and all sorts (-.-)

"Is it in the west of Asia?" I gave my stupid guess and he shook his head. "Nope"



Please, I really need a thinking cap. I was like, being in a reality show brought to you live from Pangkor. The beach sands as the seat, the wide sea as the audience, the tree branch as the recording camera, the wave sound as the buzzer and having Ima and Ai as my rivals (-.-) Whattaa. I roughly know where America is, where France is, where the UK is, where Africa is, where Canada is, proficient with the Asian countries, but this Algeria, I only can imagine that it is somewhere between the west of Asia and the Europe (-.-) Sound dumb wasn't I?

He just laughed, and asked us to google for Algeria when we get back (-_-) Ok, no right answer this time. Stupido.

Next question he gave us was "Do you know which language do we use in Algeria?"

Ok, tadi tu Geo. Now you're giving us general knowledge pulak? Hmmmm.

"English?"

"Emm emm" he gave a half nod and a half shake.

Then I went "Is it Arabic?", thinking that the answer must be either the 3 main world languages; English, Arabic and French.

"Yes! You get 10 marks for that." See? He was giving us questionnaires just to make us feel like being in a quiz show! That was funny. "In Algeria we speak Arabic, English, and also French bla bla bla"

Hearing the word french, I went "Danc, tu peux parler le francais?"; testing my long-time-no-practice french ie. dare to die.

He said "Ouiiii bien sur!" and some other things that I couldn't really understand the ascent (-.-) "Now tell me about yourself in french"

Mati aku! Sekarang soalan bahasa pulak!

"Je m'apple bla bla. J'ai vingt et un ans bla bla bla bla j'habite bla bla bla" waaaaaa sungguh menyesal memulakan perbualan dalam bahasa perancis itu. Huhu. Sangatlah sakit otak walaupun untuk mengeluarkan secebis perkataan basic perancis (-,-)

From that moment he knew that I can speak french, whenever we met, he would speak french with me. At that night, when Ai Ima and me were walking around the small town, we met him again. We were sitting by the road, and he came to us and said to me "Tell me what you did today in french"

To be continued...

Pangkor Trip : Part 1

3 days in Pangkor was great. That holds the title of my entry this time ;)

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We've never thought of this before; going to Pangkor though the Lumut jetty is just 90 minutes away from UTP and it takes you about 15 minutes to reach Pangkor Island by ferry. This heaven on earth is just sooo close to us and I have no idea why did my friend and I had never think of getting any trip to Pangkor before this! But this time, Ai, Ima and I were unstoppable decided that

PANGKOR IS A MUST FOR THIS HOLIDAY OIYEAAAHH

Sounds nice to us, of course :D

Jan 15, 2010 Friday

We took a bus from Taman Maju around 1100am, with a help from Ima's friend (and with a minor harassment from an unknown psycho guy. He was neat-attired, got his blue collared T-shirt tucked in, a black belt neatly done up around his waist AND some obvious missing teeth too haha). The ride to Lumut cost us RM4.80.

Taman Maju bus stop. Ai, Ima and Fado.

This girl, she was going green that day.

Arrived Lumut Jetty around 1230pm, had our lunch at a restaurant owned by a TLDM retiree. The service there was totally satisfying; delicious, hygienic, cheap and friendly. A truly worth it.

My meal. Daging masak kicap and lettuce. Plus iced lemon tea, total RM4.20

Lumut jetty terminal.

We bought a 2-way ticket which cost RM10 and embarked on the ferry around 400pm with some other tourists. And there were 3 never-been-to-Pangkor-for-a-holiday's acting like monkeys on the ferry; went here and went there, snapped here and snapped there, posed here and posed there and, I was one of the monkeys too (-.-')

Monkeys on ferry. Oh, that hat, RM10.

As we arrived in Pangkor, we took a taxi to take us to Nipah Bay and this costs each of us RM4 for the 6km-ride. We checked-in at Nipah Bay Villa; our homestay for the next 2 nights. Each one of us paid RM53 for that economy room of 2 nights stay. Yes it might be small, but that was never a problem to us. We just admired the cute room as it provided us everything; air-conditioner, hot shower, Astro and a queen sized bed-sufficient for an optimum comfort.

Arriving Pangkor.

In the pink van.

We did nothing that afternoon but had a walk around the small town of Nipah Bay and on the beach; just to have a day-view for the night plan. The beach which was closer to Nipah Bay Villa was OK I would say, but it was just too crowded with the service stalls (providing you the kayak, jet ski etc). The beach area was somehow undergoing a renovation process; which was quite an eye-sore to me.

Too many hanging ropes for the monkeys (^.^)

And this monkey chose this rope.

See the stalls behind us. Such an eye-sore right?

Walking to the neighboring beach took us about 10-15 minutes of snail styled walking (berlenggang kangkung). And here, voila! This was truly the foreign tourists' favorite spot! With a much wider and whiter shore, I wondered why weren't there many local tourists here. Yeah, maybe the locals are too shy too see those 'stuffs' kikiki (^_^)

Ima trying to do the jumping pose. Whattaa.

Again, the monkeys went back to their mission. Not enough chaos on the land, they climbed the tree. What a sight (-.-)

The sami-wanabe monkey (-_-)

Then the 2 monkeys continued their mission on the land. But they never expected their 'monkey'ness had attract a foreign tourist to approach them. Totally unexpected. He then stood up and walked towards them and..


... To be continued. Penat dah!

P/S : Total expenses so far - RM86

Ada apa dengan Perak

Hari ni aku terasa nak ber'google' pasal

PERAK

memandangkan aku ni merupakan penduduk Perak sekarang. Still got 2 more years to be a Perakian. Peace.

Dari segi peng'google'an
Kalau di'google', Portal Rasmi Kerajaan Negeri Perak Darul Ridzuan merupakan result pertama yang keluar. Maka teringat peristiwa sakit hati aku di mana waktu tu aku nak dapatkan nombor tepon kerajaan negeri untuk event aku tu. Google punye google, aku ingat aku boleh tarik nafas lega bile dah jumpe website tu. Skali, nak tunggu website tu loading bapaklah lame! Aku dah lah tengah urgent waktu tu. Ofkosla aku mengamuk dengan website tu. Ni tadi aku try lagi, tak boleh jugak. Haih. Panas2~ Korang try lah bukak. Kalo korang tak boleh bukak jugak, memang aku kene anta surat kat kerajaan negeri supaya amek upah insan2 IT yang lain jaga website diorang tu. Kalau boleh bukak, memang kerajaan negeri perak kene tukar IT man diorang jugak sebab AKU ade masalah membukaknye (bajet besar gile pangkat ngahaha).

Dari segi tanah
Tanah die bulat2, ade kale coklat, ade kale oren. Heh tanah kat mane2 kale tu je. Tapi mebi tanah kat Perak ni banyak sangat sampai Kuala Kangsar terpakse gune lebihan tanah tu buat pasu mangkuk labu sayong tu sume gune tanah liat.

Pic taken from here

Dari segi keindahan alam
Perak ni memang complete. Sungai Perak merupakan sungai yang terpanjang di semenanjung dan memang banyak sukan air boleh dilakukan kat sini. White water rafting kat Perak memang best (even aku tak pernah buat water rafting ni, tapi aku tau mesti best punye kalo dapat buat). Perak juge ade pantai yang best. Antaranya Teluk Batik, Teluk Batik, Teluk Batik dan lain2 lagi.

Perak juga ada pulau cantik yang dinamakan Pulau Pangkor (lokasi penandatanganan Perjanjian Pangkor dulu). Pulau Pangkor cantik dan seksi macam pempuan pakai skirt terbelah depan belakang. Aku teringat kenangan berlayar keliling Pulau Pangkor dulu. Sumpah kalau sekali kau tengok Pangkor dari jauh, kau rase besar sangat kuasa Allah. Ade satu kawasan dekat Pangkor tu, perairannya bersih, jernih, Kau boleh nampak coral kat bawah kapal layar kau. Sungguh cantik mengancam dan hensemm!

Perak juge ade banjaran batu kapur. Ni yang paling spesel dekat Perak. Nape? Sebab, kalau kau nak tau, bukan senang kau nak jumpe tempat camni. Maksud aku, tak sume tempat senang2 je boleh ade gua batu kapur. Kau pergilah google tengok taburan gua2 batu kapur kat dunia. Sumpah kau takkan jumpe banyak. Kau tengoklah ni



Yang kuning2 tu la taburan bukit/gunung batu kapur kat dunia ni. Tak banyak kan? So sape2 rakyat Perak (dan jugak negeri2 lain yang dilintasi formasi batu kapur ni) boleh berbangga dengan hal ni. Sumber gamba di sini

Dan aku berbangga boleh belajar Geology tanpa perlu pergi keluar negeri. Perak dah kaya dengan sumber pembelajaran semula jadi (sedih snanye tapi redha je lah)

Dari segi bende2 yang bertayar dan bergerak
Walah. Memang hebat! Dalam sebulan, kau tengoklah news yang pelik2 yang buat kau "Mak aih! Teruknye!" berasal dari negeri mane. I bet you, Perak is the answer. Kite ade insiden bas Sani ekspres tu, bas terbakar dekat Medan Kidd, kete YB Nizar terbabas dan terbalik kat Ipoh dannnn yang paling latest, Timbalan Menteri Pengajian Tinggi eksiden jugak kat highway Ipoh. Haiyooo. Ape kes Perak ni banyak sangat kisah2 yang spesis camni? Mintaklah kite sume dijauhkan dari segala perkara yang tidak diingini. Semoga kita sama2 selamat dan sukses ke akhir hayat. Amin.

Dah pergi buat keje sane. Sempat pule die wat blog yeee!

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Semalam tak dapat tengok FT perform sebab kene pegi lab buat keje! (-.-') So dapat dengar kat radio je la. Memule tu rase tak nak pergi lab sebab nak tengok AJL tapi bile fikir tak patut pulak, keje robot punyela melambak lagi yang belum siap (-.-')

Waktu die tengah nyanyi, aku dok nyanyi dengan semangat lagu Bencinta tu sambil buat keje. Aku membayangkan die nyanyi tak gerak kiri kanan. Setakat duduk diam je. Betul tak? Uhuk2

N bile di'announce' FT menang 2nd runner-up, aku terus lepaskan drilling machine tu, angkat tangan sambil meng'hooreyy'kan kejayaan FT tu. Aku mesej Ima

Nak nangs! Sumpah! :'(

akibat keterharuan. FT sakit2 pun boleh menang. Huhuk. Lagi rase nak menangis bile Ima reply

Haha dia pakai tongkat!

Wuuu! Napela sangat bersemangat FT ni! Tapi ti yang aku sukeee! Maka enjoyla aku malam tadi kat lab akibat kemenangan FT tu! Aku nak jerit ni!

Ok dah. Nak buat keje lain yang maha melabak. Tata

Aaaaa Inilah Nikmat!

Nikmat 1
Memikirkan esok nak keluar ke Ipoh, walaupun terpaksa menapak untuk ke bus stop UTP. Yang penting esok merdeka yeeehhhaaa!

Nikmat 2
Tengok UTP Village 5 Residential College da ade 67 fans. Aku tidur pukul 5 pagi semalam dok siapkan profile V5 tu, n promote kat orang jugak. Dalam masa 24 jam sekurang2nye ade 2 orang yang jadi fan! Alhamdulillah, senang nak siarkan propaganda pasni yeayyeayyeayy. Wat sesape yang belum jadi fan lagi tu, sile mendaftar. Tak kesah la duduk kat mane2 village pun, kalo anda setuju yang V5 tu best, boleh jadi fan jugak :D

Kalo belum jadi fan, naahhh pegi sini cepat

http://www.facebook.com/pages/UTP-Village-5-Residential-College/412041730242?ref=mf


Nikmat 3
Pasal projek hijau aku kat atas tu, ni update terkini. Paham2lah ye :D

Dear Fadhilah,

On behalf the International Student Council, we do agree to support your ideas and collaborate with your projects.Please let me know if there is anything we can do.
Look forward to further cooperation throughout the year.

UNITED CONTRIBUTION GENERATES EXCELLENCE

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President
International Student Council
Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS

A big applause please!

Boyfriend vs Robot

Dulu dalam team Robocon ni pernah kecoh kisah sorang member ni break dengan awek die sebab awek die ni rase bf die tu kurang bagi perhatian kat die sebab sibuk dengan robot. Aha, yakin gile si member tu pilih robot over awek sendiri. Komen aku? Gile banzai~

Dan hari tu waktu tengah mendesign2, macam biase kitorang berborak, dan termasuk pulak topik tinggalkan bf/gf sebab robot. Aha, menarik bukan topik tu? Hangat macam tahi gitu. Suam2 kuku. Aku pun pasang tlinge je memandangkan aku sorang je pempuan dalam ramai2 budak teknikal kelab ni. Tak brani nak komen hal2 gini. Hehee. Tibe2 kedengaran satu suara berbunyi

"Fad, hang nanti kalau bf hang suruh pilih dia atau robot, hang pilih robot taw" dan dibalas dengan gelak stail syaiton bebudak lain. Aku tersengih je, aku cakap "Hehe. Okee". Bunyi macam yakin je tapi dalam hati sangat rapuh dan ampuh!

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Bile difikir balik kisah2 yang aku cite kat atas ni, aku rase ramai je budak yang ade masalah ni dengan balaks/aweks memasing. Sebabnye, aku pun pernah merase jugak bende ni. Untuk senang cite, kite ikut kronologi la yeo.

Pertengahan 2008
Waktu ni aku baru first year. Muda dan menggoda (perasan je). Bile kelab robot sini bukak member recruitment, aku pegi. Aku ingat recruitment tu takat inteview biase je, rupe2nye die nak cakap yang kalo nak join, kau kene pego (pegi) robot training waktu cuti sem, 3 minggu. Haih. Aku tak pikir banyak, aku terus sign up maka di situlah titik permulaan episod hidup aku balik UTP awal tiap kali cuti. Keputusan join kelab robot ni aku buat dengan balak aku (kami sangat mementingkan persetujuan bersama).

Waktu training tu, memang salu la balik lambat. Time tu koman2 pun balik pukul 1 pagi. Tapi pernah je balik dari lab lagi lambat dari tu, dan semestinye seperlunye, kene bebel dengan encik balak itu merupakan satu kewajipan. Time ni makin berlambaklah kes gaduh kitorang. Banyak kali jugak perceraian berlaku (hehe) tapi banyak kali jugak kejadian rujuk smule berlaku (hehehehe macam la korang tak penah buwaatttt. ingat aku tatau kee)

2009
Bende yang same jadi. Cerai rujuk cerai rujuk putus sambung putus sambung berkali2 sampai la kitorang nak naik muntah sebab banyak gadoh pasal hal ni. Mampu je malam ni gaduh sebab aku balik dari lab lambat, esok pagi dah ok daahh. Cume die pesan lah, "Pasni jangan buat lagi, jangan balik lambat lagi bla bla bla" tapi aku tetap buat jugak. Bagi aku robot ni tahap susa nak lepaskan die same tahap dengan susah nak lepaskan balak. Thats why bende2 yang die pesan aku tu tak penah berkesan kat aku. Tiap kali aku balik lambat, aku akan rase lega kalau die tido awal. Sebabnye, die ni kalo tido lambat asyikla dok msg aku tanye "da balik?". Haihhh rase bersalah kat robot ade, kat die pun ye jugak. Dan aku biarkan je hari2 berlalu saaampaila team UTP Syntium menang 2nd runner up Robocon 2009 aritu. Alhamdulillah, walaupun bukan team aku yang menang (hanye disebabkan bateri robot buat hal di saat2 akhir iskkk33)

Banyak kali jugak die suruh aku quit keje dengan robot tu, tapi aku tak tau nape aku tak boleh cakap "Ok i'll quit". Sangatlah susah. Bukan sebab aku seronok balik lambat. Bukan aku seronok berjalan kaki ke lab. Tapi komitmen (yang turun naik) tu yang buat aku tak boleh nak quit. Tiap kali die suruh aku quit, aku just kate "Tak boleh" without bagi reason. Kadang2 die emo, kadang2 die semacam give up dengan diri aku yang tu.

So, payahkan kalau kau jadi aku? And aku rase awek si member tu mesti rase bende yang same macam balak aku rase. Cume awek si member tu fragile sikitlah (maklumlah, pempuan kaan)

Akhir 2009
Sekali lagi, aku kene balik awal. Encik balak kate "Tak payahla balik. Da salu sangat balik awal time cuti. Mase untuk famile mane?". Betul jugak kate die tu. Next sem-break aku dapat duduk rumah dalam 1/2 minggu je sebab da start intern. So, ni la cuti panjang terkahir aku kat rumah. But once again, i said "Tak boleh. I chose to commit so kene commit. Nak jadi responsible" so die pun merelakan buat kali yang entah ke berape.

2010
Entah nape lately ni aku perasan, die banyak berkorban perasaan untuk aku. Kadang2 bile die excited nak cite something kat aku, aku tengah bizi buat keje kat lab. Bile aku balik, die nak cite, aku cakap aku ngantuk. Kalau kau jadi die mesti kau sedih kan?

Aku tau perasaan tu.

Tapi day by day, die start bebaskan aku. Die biarkan aku dengan tanggungjawab aku. Die dah jarang merajuk. Die dah tak reti merajuk snanye. And he's ok with that. Aku yang buat die jadi camtu. Ahh mungkin kami terlalu kanak2 sebelum ni. Nakkan perhatian dan berteman tiap mase. But we're now grown ups, aren't we syg? So sekarang ni kami decide to go steady. "...Baliklah pukul bape kau nak, yang penting jage diri. Pergilah spend mase puas2 dengan kawan, nanti kau kawin dengan aku kau tak boleh buat camtu dah..."

Syg, I know that u're my silent reader, and within this silence I want you to know that the word 'appreciate' will never be enough to reflect my real feeling inside. Sorry for I've hurted you before. Sorry for not being there when you need me the most. And I want you to know that love is not the only feeling I feel for you.

I love the way we get everything discussed, even for a simple matter. And kite same2 jadi matang. Dari zaman kanak2 sekolah yang tak ubah macam cinta monyet, main2, kite finally dapat buat jambatan kesefahaman antare kite. I don't care if you tell me my words here sangatlah tak touching, tapi yang penting syg tau. Thanx for being understanding. Thanx for making me laugh. Thanx jugak sebab habiskan tekak bby time kite gaduh dalam kete tu (haha kenangan pahit tengking boyfren kuat2 sampai orang kete sebelah boleh dengar). Mekaseh sebab jadi KIUT inside out. Thanx for those cute stuffs. Thanx for being one part of my life. Thanx for everything.

Kite tak tau ape Allah plan untuk kite, entah umur panjang atau tidak. Tapi doalah kite dapat yang terbaik..

Mak Mesti Menangis

..kalau die dapat tau yang aku main fb seharian.



Takpelah mak, nor bukan main fb je hari ni. Nor basuh kasut nor yang kene Coke malam new year aritu sampai bersih, nor tolong angkat jemuran kawan nor, dan CV nor pun dah 80% siap. Hm. Tu je lah yang nor buat. Oh ade lagi yang nor buat. Nor tak makan, tak mandi. Tapi kejap lagi nak pergi lab nor mandi. Nor balik lambat, mak. Jadual tido dah tunggang langgang dah. Orang tido nor jage, orang jage nor tido. Heh. Mak maafkanlah nor ye. Bye mak. Saaayang mak muah muah

A Happy New Year

Someone sent me an astrology application in Facebook, saying

Here is your Today's Sagittarius Horoscope

Stay grounded, but keep your hopes high today. Things are about to get much better!

Mood : Hopeful
Lucky Color : Navy Blue
Lucky Number : 93
Lucky Time of Day: 6am

Here's the thing.

Stay grounded? Bende ni memang aku kene tunjuk dekat team robot aku ha. Sebab kami ari2 dok pergi lab kerah tenaga buat robot (walaupun sampai rini masih tak nampak batang idung robot tuuuuu sebab robot mane ade batang idung laaa!). So aku rase 010110 ni memang sesuai aku memanjakan diri kat bilik buat something else other than robot!

Hopeful mood. Apelah yang boleh diharapkan hari ni ye? Oooo meh kite berharap ade bus menjengul kat luar tingkap ni bawak aku pergi Ipoh. Avatar ade lagi ke tak kat wayang ha?

Lucky colour navy blue. Navy blue navy blue tu pekat ke cair eh? Meh kite google jap

Oooo navy blue camni. Sape yang tak tau tu memang kurang bijaksana (tuding diri sendiri). Hah takpe takpe, tu la input pertame aku hari ni. Secara rasminya aku tau camne rupe bentuk navy blue neh. Yolah, before ni main agak2 je so kali ni kite yakin INI adelah navy blue. OK sume?

Lucky number 93. Sangatlah tak best dan gabak! Tak muat pun nak masuk poket! Takpelah, kite tengok je nanti ade ape dengan nombor 93 hari ni. Kalo takde pape lucky yang jadi dengan 93 hari ni, sumpah sampai 7 keturunan nombor 93 tu jadi padang jarak padang tekukur ahah takde kaitan~

Lucky time of day 6am kah kah kah. Dah aku bace bende ni pun pukul 1131am, manelah nak tau 6am tadi tu lucky time aku. Haigoo memang tak lucky lah! Esok kite tengok astrology kite awal2 sebelum 6am okeh!

P/S : Semalam pergi lab takde kerje rupenye, so duduk2 je lah menghibur diri sendiri dengan kawan2. Yang malangnye, ade sorang membe ni bayar zakat taknak alert orang dulu, dah aku makan sepinggan fish & chips before pergi lab haa. Tup tup rupenye KFC 1 bucket tu zakat die rupenye. Tapi aku tak dapat makan sebab perut dah busung dengan ikan dah! Tapi aku tapaw je ketiak ayam tu, buat breakfast pagi tadi 8-)

P/Ss : Dan kami meraikan kedatang 2010 dengan letupan air gas yang tidak sengajakan oleh sorang membe yang merasakan dirinya berada 8 setengah minit latitud berbeza (lebih kurang 2 degree la) dengan kami walaupun kami same2 berade di bawah satu bumbung yang same, tepat pukul 1151 malam. Letupan mercun Coke tu memang jahanam, sebab habis sebelah kasut aku kene Coke tu. Hisk hisk aku sangat bersedih kerana new year aku dimulakan dengan perkara malaang. Uweeekkkkkk